I thought that I would make a pretty good mod as I think mods SHOULD change their behavior once they get the green
I have no reason to troll you, so my post is a real post.
I can tell from experience, Claeyt, that a mod role pushes yourself hard in the darkest side of your anger.
If you're not able to be a mod in real life and you don't seek the justice for your personal belief, you will not be able to hold that justice once it will be heavier than usual with a green nick.
"Justice" is relative, and you may have your way to seek your justice. Anyway, what you are Now is part what you will be once mod, plus a lot of stress.
The "once green i'll be good" sentence is... nonsense. Be aware of human limit. What you are now, is what you will be later.
I have no doubt that you really think what you wrote. I think the same, but "think" and "be" is another matter. I'm aware of my limits as mod, that's why i close my mouth when a certain situation goes on under my eyes. I'm easy to rage, yet i'm seeking justice with or without a mod role. I ask help to others or i make a mess. I'm well aware of my belief and at the same time, of my humanity. I would never say "if i'm a mod, i change".
Is you a mod, inside? Is, the justice you talk about, something that you do without a green nick? Avoid a bunch of section is indeed something you could do, but how to avoid injustice?
"So, you think i can't be a mod?" you may think now.
My answer would be "... i have no idea of who are you."
And, since i don't know nothing about you and the reasons behind your "public role" in this forum, i'll not vote anything. Just... check if you already are the person you would become once mod, or if you're not.
That's useful for you.
This topic, this forum... I didn't did this post for the topic or the forum or your mod role.
That's just a shared Experience from a +10 years mod/admin person with another person. That it like this.