Salem

my guy is constantly saying he should kill himself in one way or another how do i stop this and its not a curse i tried that........

You're going insane

http://salemwiki.info/index.php/Insanity

Your madness level must've gone up due to your character working and not doing anything to relieve madness. It's either that or someone slipped you some happy mushrooms in real life and you're hearing your character talk.

If it's a case of the former, viewtopic.php?f=2&t=13907&hilit=insanity

And potentially check out some more of the changes in procne's thread if it's still up and recent.

thank you for the link ill lay my guy down to rest with a teddy bear to decrease my insanity level