by grapefruitv » Fri Oct 23, 2015 4:48 pm
OP, your posts look like you might have schizophrenia. And by saying that I mean the actual disorder, not something people often try to say to insult crazy pants. I have no intentions of insulting you by saying any of this (even though I have to admit I am tempted, because you do indeed act like a total *****), I understand mental issues is not a joke and not going to kick you. I just really think you should get this checked out, because your depression might not be the problem on it's own, but can be a symptom of something bigger or not be a depression at all. Your syntax and punctuation are typical for people suffering schizophrenia, as well as your thoughts, way of thinking and socializing. And what you take for positive change of starting to care might be just another symptom, because your anger isn't exactly healthy. Of course few dozens of forum posts aren't enough to make any diagnosis, but it definitely won't hurt to discuss this possibility with your doctor and maybe redirect some of your forum time into more therapy sessions.